Im such a go getter at times and i ALWAYS get what i want. And before, there was nothing wrong with that. But let us consider the fact that i am not an asshole, i am just very stubborn -__- it breaks my heart to have any sort of conflict. It really does…i win most of the time, but that is besides the point. I never actually get what i NEED. for the first time, im taking a second to just chill, relax, and step out of my comfort zone. I get bored easily and i usually hop back up quickly. This breather that i have goin on right now is refreshing but it kinda scares me a lil bit. Ive never done this before so i guess ill flow with it so that im not making the same mistakes as before. How do i deal with all the frustrations i have to go through most of the time? I never tell everyone everything anyways but still its nice if i had someone to talk to besides my friends and my cousins, it just isnt the same. But i can deal, i always have…its just a change of scenery…i can get used to it.